i wanted to look like christopher williams in the 'promises' video. white suit...nehru collar. the whole idea was wrong from the start. someone who loved me should have told me that i would never, ever look like christopher williams.
i mean, i'm cute...but even if the suit turned out perfectly, on my 100 pound, 5'5" body, i was never going to achieve my goal. when i stepped out of the limo, someone called me babyface. i think he was still with the deele at the time.i was devastated. i won't go all in. i feel like i've told the story on the blog before...and i gotta save something for the book.
with that said, i post these pictures with love and total empathy.











